For a long time I wasn't able to log in to this account so I gave up trying to get in and update. But thank God, while trying to retrieve my past post on "can 1man make a difference" I decided to try logging in again, blogspot decided to let me in, and the rest was history.. =P

A lot has happened since I last posted, in fact 3 years has pasted. I graduated from Bible School and I'm really into doing missions and serving in ministries. Have been helping out in Jesus.for All.MindS(JAMS) church in City Harvest Church, and taught guitar playing for cell group praise and worship quite actively, as well as helping out in my cell group. Have been making a point to go for mission trip for at last once a year. In fact I just came back from Riau Islands, Indonesia. Went to the island of Tanjung Batu and Penyalai together with a team of 7, that minister in 2 groups, group of 3 went to Penyalai and the 4 stayed in Tanjung Batu. Had a great time there. And I'll be preparing myself to do more in the next trip.

I've been thinking about missions a lot for the past few months. Was thinking how can I help the villagers, as well as to get more people to travel with us to minister together. It's been hard trying to get the past members to gather together and go for the trip in 2010 and I certainly hope and pray that next year will be a different story. Really want to gather a team that can help at least the 2 churches to grow and carry the momentum to do greater things for Christ. Since 2009, GPdI Penyalai has been doing great. GPdI Jemaat Getsemani is growing as well, slightly slower but growing. Both churches are moving on to have a full band to play for them for praise and worship. Tanjung Batu is still forming the team. Penyalai's team has been great. And I really hope to bring musicians in my next mission trip to train the team, to help them improve and move to another level of praise and worship for the church. Need people to avail.

All around Indonesia, churches are having difficulty in encouraging youths to step out and to be a testimony for Jesus. to stand in front of people and says, "this is the life of christians, fun, adventurous, and discipline." Need to come out with a message to stir their heart and rekindle the flame and to launch them forth for their breakthrough. More than just teaching them and let them know about cultural mandate, they need to move with the Holy Spirit to do it. And we need to walk the walk and not just talk the talk. And of course, the sad truth is that most change needs a bit of financial input to push for it.

I seriously sense that the coming year, God will became to do mighty exploits everywhere around the world. The church will grow as one, in preparation of 2012. There will be a change of power and Christ will prevail. Really sense the burden in my heart that we need to be ready and fit to seize the opportunity. Now is the time.

Hi guys. It's time I share my ENCOUNTER experience. =)
This is gather from the video sermon shown at the last hour of ENCOUNTER.


The video sermon is on Pastor Bill Wilson, a sunday school preacher, came to City Harvest to share about his children church ministry in Brooklyn, USA. It is way before 1999, before City Harvest's 'Church without walls' campaign. His message's main theme was talking about making a difference". He shared from Numbers 16.

The people of Israel was rebelling against the leadership of Moses and Aaron. So God wants to destroy the rebellious people, despite attempts by Moses to appease God. When God began to end a plague to destroy the people, Moses instructed Aaron to take a censer and run to the altar to get the incense lighted by fire, and then run to the congregation (who are being plagued) to make an atonement for them. 14,000 people died as a result of God's plague.

As Aaron ran to the altar, caught the fire onto the incense and ran to "catch" up with the plague, where he stood with that offering, "between the living and the dead" (Num 16:48), the plague stop. Aaron was a hundred year old, when he ran to the altar and stopped the plague. From a pagan mind one would say, 'He is a 100!!! this is impossible! He couldn't do it.' But for Israel, he did it and stood between the living and the dead.

Can 1 man changes the world? Every bible reading christian would tell you a standard answer without traces of 2nd thought in their mind, that the answer is 'yes'. But who do that? who can do that? What kind of people can do that? How can things like that happen? Still, how can I change the world? As confident as I can be, I, alone, am nobody.

Who would cross the line? Who would purpose in his heart to cross this thin fine line, to make a difference in the lifes of pple?

For Pst Bill's ministry, everyday's a sunday. They travel around the states everyday to conduct 'sunday' classes for the kids of the poor. In this particular town, there were 2 kids, siblings, that were slow in their thinking. All the helpers knows them because every week without fail, they would join them for sunday classes. One day, 2 helpers realised that these 2 kids were not present for class and they were puzzled. You see, in these towns even in the states, people lived with conservative mindset. So to the kids, sunday classes is the only activity they look forward each week. To the 2 helpers, it is quite evident that something was amiss. They went to their home, knock on the door but no one answered. They peeped into the window and saw the 2 kids sitting on the couch. They kept knocking on the door but no one came to open the door. They thought this is strange because their mum would have never left her kids alone by themselves because they were slow in thinking. They called the police and broke into the house, upon seeing the door broken down, the kids bursted into tears. Their mum, with a slit on her throat, was lying on the floor in a pool of dried-up blood just a short distance away from where the kids were sitting. The stench for the corpse was overwhelming suggesting that she could have been dead for a week. All cereals in the house were eaten up by the kids and they were starting to eat even the boxes. The 2 helpers first reaction was to run to the kids and embraced them. Immediately, the kids stop crying. The investigating polices were amazed by that. In fact one of them went to Pst Bill and told him, that he had never saw such scene before, on how willingly someone ran to the kids and embraced them, without a 2nd thought. "Whatever you and your ministry are up to, please do not stop doing it", he said. Guess what, of the 2 helpers, one stutters when she speaks english, the other doesn't have any education at all. They were nobodies.

Another woman, a spanish, visited their church service one day. She couldn't understand english, only could speak and understand spanish. Couldn't have understood what Pastor was preaching. But she was touch by the presence of God and the love of the people around that she accepted Christ. That day thru an interpreter, she told Pst Bill she wants to be part of the ministry. Pst Bill din't know what could she help in, especially when she can't communicate in english, so he said,' i don't know, if you want you can join any bus, and just love the kids.' She did as she was told and each week she will board on a different bus, sit a kid on her lap and will whisper the only 8 english words she learned to their ears. "Jesus loves you and I love you too." Finally she decide that she will stick to 1 bus, because on this particular bus, there was a very quiet boy. So quiet he was that the helpers din't know if he is dumb or just doesn't want to speak at all. Still the spanish lady would love him as he is, sit him on her lap and whisper that 8 words into his ears each week. Just 2 weeks before christmas that year, it was like every other day when the bus was sending the kids back to they homes. Before he alighted he went to hug the spanish woman and forcefully tried to say out the 4 words," I l-l-lo-v-ve y-y-yo-o-ou t-t-t-to-too". After that he quickly ran back home. That was the last time they saw the boy alive. He was found dead in the rubbish dump near where he lived. He went home with the Lord.

Pst Bill himself was disowned by his mother. Father left them long before. His mother left him by the road one day and never return to him. So for days he stayed there and watched people walked by him, without even looking at him. It was days, and never did anyone looked at him, until 1 man came to him, and paid for him a trip to a christian camp. In it, he learnt of God, and he accept Christ. But even during the altarcall when he responded, no one went to this dirty little boy who was a little disfigured in his looks to pray for him. No one prayed for Pst Bill. But it was the action of 1 man, who paid for his trip to that christian camp, that changed his life. Who would have thought this dirty little disfigured boy who one day made a difference in the lifes of so many kids of poor families. It was the act of that 1 person. Till the day he preached this sermon, he was also the bus driver for one of his sunday school bus. For this very reason that on that day, someone picked him up, he is now picking up other kids of less fortunate families.


Can 1 man make a difference? Never have I saw a pastor cries before my eyes when he shared his testimony. Never would I thought that even before I came to know Christ, this was the service that change the lifes of the believers in city harvest church. Never would I thought that now I would see and hear it for myself, as if I was there. And I responded to the altarcall, as if I was there. Because 1 man chose to show this video sermon on this fateful day.

The stories tells us that just one person, is enough to make a difference in many people's life. We need to go to the altar and "catch the fire", just as Aaron did, and stand in between the lost, the people who are in need, and intercede for them before God.

'You can't do it! You are just 1 guy! Who do you think you are to stop this wrath of God?! Who are you to change this world?'

'I know', Aaron replied. "But a moment ago, I ran to the altar and catch the fire. Now I want to do it, to stand between the living and the dead."

And the plague stop. Aaron and the fire was the only thing that stood between the living and the dead. - v47

Everybody say, you can't do it! But this world just need a couple of people who will step across this line to make a difference in the lifes of people. Would you make the decision, today?

Who says you need to leave your country before you can bless other people and tell them of the love of God? Your friends, your neighbours, the guy that always sits alone at the far corner of the lecture theater, that relative of yours who's living a hard life, would you pray for them? Will you constantly approach them, with just the agenda to bring them to church? Will you wake up in the morning and think of calling your friends to confirm their attendance? Will you start to make a difference in their lifes? Persistence never fails to soften one's heart. Would you believe that God would use you to bring them to Him? Would you believe and see yourself as fishers of men, and draws a net-breaking, boat sinking catch to the kingdom of God? Would you not grow weary in doing good, because in due season you will reap if you do not lose heart! Would you stand up and make your life count?



'Making a difference' by Bro Poh Heng

Won't You Lord, take a look at our hands?
Everything we have use it for Your plans
Won't You Lord, take a look at our hearts?
Mould it, refine it, as You set us apart

We want to run to the altar and catch the fire
To stand in the gap between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion for a world without vision
We will make a difference bringing hope to our land

We will answer the call
To build this church without walls
Let Your glory be shown
Bring salvation to the lost.... to the lost!

After Pst Bill Wilson message, this song was written by Bro Poh Heng (one of his best song to date), and was sang during our launch of the "Church Without Walls" campaign, where we sought to bring the church out of the four walls of the church building, and go into the community to touch the lives of the less fortunate people ("to stand in the gap"). There begins our community services ministry, which later gave birth to our non-profit organisation - City Harvest Community Services Association.

WASSUP EVERYBODY!!!!! =P

Yes my exams are over! and I'm partying! =P Went Kuala Lumpur 2 weeks ago and I enjoyed myself. =P Hm.. I think I should share about my KL trip. ;P

Well, of course I went KL to enjoy myself, but also a side reason is to visit one of my best friends, Jia. For the whole trip he has been a great host, Jia, thanks a lot leh~! =P Thanks ah! =P

So on friday night, abt 9 of us, (all my friends) left Singapore and met the double Js (Jia and Jan) in Johor at about 10pm. We got on to his family bus and rode on for about 5 hours.. to Sri Hatamas, the town where he has a Saloon situated there. (Heard of Thomas and Guys Saloon? It's belongs to Jia's family. Cool huh! =P Now u know where to have your hair dos. =P ) Reached at about 3am. We left our bags in the Studio on the 2nd flor of the Saloon and journeyed for another 15-20mins to a town.. a LAN paradise at Subang Jaya I think.. =P Well, yes, we gamed from about 3.30am to 10am.. Beat that. =P In the afternoon all of us went to his Saloon to have our hair styled. =P Kun dyed his hair BLUE!!! How cool can he get!!! =P And... I spent about half a day before I decide to dyed my hair purple.. =P OK.... not really purple... =P Middle Brown Violet. ;) Way cool huh. =P At night we went Petaling Jaya to have our Supper and we shopped ard... =P I got cheated to buy two 30ringgit belts.... =( Julia... U have to bargain better next time.. =P especially on behalf of me.. =P

On Sunday, we went CHURCH!!!!! CITY HARVEST KUALA LUMPUR!!!!! Man! it's the coolest church in KL!! Definitely. Certified by the Lam association =P But really, it's a great church to be at. U can feel their passion for christ and their desire to be used by God is admirable. Who sleeps after 3am everyday and wakes up at 5-6am everyday? Leaders from CHC KL. They have their jobs and they work a routine job from morning to evening daily sometime reach home at 10-11 and then minister to their members, prepare for cell group praise and worship, prepare cell group meeting's sermon notes etc.. You can see how committed they are in their walk with God. CHC KL!! ALL THE WAY!!!

After service we went to Sunway for shoppping~!! I bought a super cool belt with a way cool buckle.. for just 20 Ringgit!!!! (That's Y Julia.. we got con at Petaling Jaya.. =P) And we tried their french toast.. WOW.. full marks for it. Next we went to Suba Wang, and I got one of the latest nike street soccer boots there for 180 ringgit.. way cheap in my opinion. =P That night 5 of my friends left for Singapore. I stayed behind with Sijia, Ben and Waiyin for another day. Sunday night... the most unthinkable thing happened!! I play midnight soccer till 3am in the morning!!!! =P Haha! At their futsal soccer court.. Wow.. it's something new.. in Singapore we only have concrete floor street soccer, but in malaysia they have futsal.. the court is abt 1 and a 1/2 times bigger than a street soccer court in Singapore..whole court is surrounded with nettings( even the roof, hence when u ramp the ball upwards it will fall down within 1 sec. =P) And I got ramped at my thigh... and the mark remain till this day.. =P ( a Mercedes sign left by a soccer ball =P) It was way fun.. really. On our last day we shopping ard at Mid Valley.. the biggest shopping complex in KL I think... It's v big... v v v v big...... and at night We left for Singapore... A great experience really. =)

Last week was Emerge week. Thousands of international delegates came to Singapore to participate in Singapore biggest youth conference, organised by my church ;) Through this event, youths rekindled their fire for God, clinching on to the vision to do mighty things for God, when they are still yet young. Friends, if u never been for emerge conference, do fix your mind on next yr's emerge. Really it's the coolest place u can be in the month of June. Way better than any pubs, discos, or concert... Emerge is all in one. And the best thing is U get to experience God's tangible presence and... It's free for Singaporeans. ON Friday, Kelly Poon, Junyang And Taufiq Batisah come for emerge conference and sang for us.. Sun performed on Saturday and Sunday... and Niu Nai (Milk from energy I think) came and performed with Sun on Sunday evening. Taiwan's Miss Universe was there for all the sessions too! Such cool event, it's a pity u missed it. Good news is, next year there still is Emerge! So sign yourself up for it!!! Can contact me for more info too. ;)

OK... It's quite a long post already. =) May the peace of God be with u always... take care Bros and Babes~!

Ad Lam

I believe for now.. the hot topic all ard my circle of friends is ' Choosing the right partner.' hee~ hear so many farnie things abt it. =P Heard that it's more like a match-making bs.. hee~~ I dunno... in a way.. I thank God I'm not there.. =P Well, then again, my turn will come after my exams.. =P Oh well... Into Your hands I commit again. =P

Like a few of my friends, I think I've grew very comfortable abt being alone.. as in single. Someone recently talked to me abt getting attached.... and I grew very lost.. I think at this point in time, financial stability is of the most concern to me. Actually... on the other hand, I'm in an environment that's filled with unattached, yet rich ppl... And they live a happy life.. So I would say... the urge.. is gone.. Am I to look for it?? I'm not sure.. Should i?

Frankly, I feel it's time I do something... but what to do.. and when to do... how to do?? =P heE~ 'Economics 101 on Love.' When there's demand.. there's supply.. or is there??? =P

I had a strange dream... I dreamt that I was walking in a park when I met a decent looking lady... had a chat.. and agreed on an immediate marriage. =P the wedding ceremony was grand... Really very grand... Prince and Kings of various country came to witness... I realise I'm marrying a princess.. (in my dream.. =P) I felt as if it's really me in front of a lot of ppl, standing beside my bride. And days after the ceremony, I went back to met my parents... when the marriage was told to my father, he became extremely upset.. wanted to lecture me.. but he controlled. He sadly pull out a red packet and put in a thousand dollar bill... and handed it to me as a wedding gift. That's it.. What a dream. =P

I believe all dreams are from God.. Welll at least this I feel, is from God. It's as if He is warning me not to rush into a relationship or as in the dream, a marriage.. for if I do, I'll lost my inheritants and His promises to me.. Have a gut feeling it meant that way.. So I have been avoiding thoughts of getting attached... I do have someone I really desire to start a family with... But I really have to put my plans on hold. I must be able to supply abundance to my family.. and my princess. Meanwhile, I'll be still and know You are God.

All right~!

Time to post again.. =) Yep, ain't that free nowadays. Just to update u guys reading my blog, I'm currently working in Broadrick Secondary Sec as an IT trainer. =) yea, cool job, I like it so far. =) Still keep me in prayers.. My exams are coming and I really need time to study.. at first I don't know where to start revising.. but at least I feel that my revision is going somewhere now. So thank God for it.

Since my last post alot of things happened, good bad, excitement, misery.. well that's life. =) Still Praise God, I make it this far. I do feel tat with a job, though it's rather relax job, it's still a commitment tying me down... Don't feel good about it. Really, I need to work out something that will enable me to balance my daily necessity and still have time to serving God. that's my desire. I do wonder how far an extend am I called to serve Him, and the answer I got back was the qns how far am I willing. I've been thinking of the reason why a person can stick to the thought of rejecting chance to serve God Almighty, frankly I don't find any.. the most relevant answer could be to do with one necessity. That brings about a revelation to me. I'm someone also wanting all my needs to be met. Still God say seek His kingdom first. Now, I feel stuck in the middle. I begin to look into those days Jesus spent before he starts his ministry.. and I begin to realise that He too, have preparation stage... But in terms of monetary needs it's well provided for Him since birth, His preparatory stage is sort of a physical, mental and spiritual. Of course, if u consider Mary and Joseph's journey from Nazareth to Bethlehem, they suffered all the way, till Mary gave birth in the Manger, and after which met the wise mens and received the gifts from them, It will be accurate to say that all of Jesus necessary needs were accounted and prepared for before His ministry. I need this time of preparation. Really, I'm prepared to labour.. still the 'crabs' ard just piss me off. Just feel like sacking all of them out of my life.. and of course, that's something i can't. Still I'm sure there's way and solution is not far away. I will earn sufficient money for my daily living and I can go on and Serve God wholeheartedly in all areas tha I can. The day will come. I want and I desire for that day to come. I know it is soon.. Simple revelation, even so it is one that I understood and knew. Still a certain of it was experienced in my current situation that I can understand the steps of the cycle towards a victorious life. I believe I'm in for a great time. I am a history maker, not just in words of proclamation, but also in the natural, made known to the world. I am a history maker.

Luv,
Ad

Know His power, in quietnes and trust.

Well, Year 2006 surely starts off very fast for me.. I'm not sure how to put it.. Today I receive a revelation... OR rather.. I experienced my revelation today.....


For a long time, I haven't been helping out much in my cell group. Well, in a way it's lethargy... but also.. I really don't know where and how to start helping out... At the beginning of the year, one of my goals for this year to be help out more in the cell group. Well, I very much would want to be a cell group leader next year... I'm not sure if it's really possible for each leader are tested and moulded to be one.. thru a process of time. But it's my goal to be a Cell group leader. I thank God for a chance this week to start with... by organising my cell group steamboat gathering. That really spurred me on.. It's a chance to serve again, and I'm grabbing it. There are 4 overall in- charge to this gathering... which includes me. Well, I sense that within the 4 of us, my other 3 partners doesn't have the time to chair the meetings and facilitate the compiling of information gathered.. So I stepped up to make sure it's done. All this that I have done brought me out of my lethargy and suddenly gave me a clearer mind... ( Really it's as if I haven't use my mind for a long time... =P)

Today, it's a service day... My church holds our weekly service on Wednesday this week due to the weekend being the eve of Chinese New Year and Chinese New Year Day.... Because majority of my cell group members are students, again I step up and went ahead to queue up to book seats. The main door opens at 7pm and everyone rushed in as usually... and as usual.. I can't find a good row for my cg to sit... For a moment.. I feel very despair.. =P But I kept praying and kept on looking for a good row.. I went to the choir side( where my cell group usually sits) and found a row.. Still it was sort of 'book' by another cell group, but I went over and talked with them, Thank God, they are willing to give up that row for they have booked 3 rows already~! =P (Still in the end they gave up quite a bit of seats as well from their other rows.) So alone I was.... I guarded those seats while awaiting for my members to come.. Thank God, all of us got a seat when service starts.

During Worship, I... suddenly turned back and saw my friend's member talking to the usher.. Yes, her cell group were seating at the row behind me and she wanted to seat with them because she was told that they reserved a seat for her... I saw that the Usher was about to bring her away.. so I stepped in, offering that she sqeeze with my cell group. She agreed, the usher agreed, and so she was able to seat near her cell group. We continued to worship and when worship was over, we shared seats together.. Another usher saw what happened, came over to me and ask me if I want to seat in front... 2 rows from the stage, right in front of the stage.... =P Well of course, I wanted that. =P and I went over to take up my seat. That seat.... =P Well... physically it's the same seat as those at the back... but it feel different.. spiritually I feel.. more engaged to the service... It feels really like as if I entered the Holiest of Holies and I'm waiting upon God's word and revelation to come. I could sense the hearts of men and women in that arena... being so soft and so ready to accept the word.. Their ears capture all that was said by pastor, and their eyes all so focused at the Man of God. Wow... That seat is a privilege seat. That seat give me a glimpse of the Holiest of Holies and a taste of the glory upon those seated there. Hm... to think about it... During offering, I din't see that usher around again... really wonder where was he seating thru-out the service.. He wore a suit.. so he should be holding seats in front to facilitate the offering collection. But I din't notice him anyway... if I did, maybe I would thank him for something... but I din't see him. Which make me wonder where could he be seating... Or maybe he's an angel... =P just there to reserve the seat for me.. and he left after his mission is done.. =P Well even if he's not an angel, it must be God's plan for me to seat there and experience Him in the holiest of holies myself.. hm... quite possible... But that seat spurred me on further to be a leader for christ.. to shepherd His sheeps and teach them to hear His voice.. Indeed God is good. Seating on the 2nd row is truly a privilege. I will make it there permanently.. =P question is how long will I take.. =P Well God.... into Your hands I commit to You again. Help me and guide me along to reach me destiny by Your appointed moment.. Lord, I trust You.

Reminds me of the old saying.... 'every angel has other angels around him'. God is good.

Man... so much to blog.. =P So little time to blog.. =P time is money.. =P

Last week, my computer got hit by a virus breakout... man.. it totally locked up my computer.. I have to send it for repair.. and even so, I have to resort to reformatting my computer.. sigh.. When I'm at Sim Lim Sq, I explored this new game call F.E.A.R. Wow. it's a gruesome, awesome game... =P Yea, I waited so long for the repair of my computer that I came so close to completing the whole game.. at the game shop ( not LAN shop mind u. =P) I believe the sales assistants was eyeing on me.. =P In Awe at the amt of time I have spent on their PC... Yet had no intention of purchasing their products... =P Well, that's pretty much all I can do there... Din't bring any other things there other than my heavy computer. On the 3rd day tha I went back to sim lim sq.. I noticed they changed the on the pc to quake... =P

Last week, I was praying and seeking God for a financial breakthru.. I was asking Him why it haven't come. (frankly last week I was hoping to win a SONY ERICSSON Phone.. W900i from a contest, hoping to sell it and get the $.. =P that's how desperately in need of cash I was. ) When I saw chances of 'easy money' din't come my way, I was a little disappointed. So I ask Him why..Really, like King David desperate words to God to deliver him out of the hands and mockeries of his enemies, I was as desperate as that when I did my own prayers. And it's strange.. I sense that Holy Spirit kept prompting me to finish up what I started.. There's 2 things that came to my mind...

1) Go back to camp and collect my pink I/C( I served my term and the pink ic is the recognition in exchange for it)
2) finish reading my bible(I remember the times I spent reading my bible.. book by book each night until 4-5am in the morning when I was in camp.. But when I'm out of camp, I neglected my reading and now I'm left with 500 over pages to go before I can declare tha I finished reading it.)

So last Saturday, 140106, I made a declaration to God that I will complete my bible reading this week.. It's really by faith.. and I did accompanied it with my actions.. I had my actvely reading my bible everywher i go since Saturday. Also, on Sunday I made up my mind that I will journey back to Jurong camp to collect my Pink IC.on monday.

And so I did. Monday late morning I took a cab back to Jurong(I planned to reach back camp at 10 actually but I overslept. Still God is good.) In the midst of the journey, was reading my bible when I received a call from a guy, and he informed me that I'm selected to go for an interview. It's a job to teach primary school kids IT applications. A week ago I sent in my resume via email to them and I had been praying to clinch that job throughout the week.. I dreamt of myself having fun interaction with the pri school kids in my lessons and I saw them really keen to explore into what I can teach them. But really though still praying, the faith I have that I will get the chance decreases each day while waiting for the news. Well because only selected candidates will be notify. So when he called, I was over the top. Praise the Lord!

The norm of all NSF to finish the procedures ( the FFI and the clearance) b4 they receive the pink IC is that they need 1 full day to do their medical and dental FFI, and another day to complete the clearance form. But I intended to get my pink IC on monday itself no mater what and it came to pass. It's not a smooth process thru all that I need to do b4 I can get it though. I spent 6 hours on waiting and travelling between just 3 locations b4 I got everything settle and got back to camp.. Praise the Lord for favour of man, that I still managed to get my pink ic by the end of monday.

This blog entry is a testimony of how God reviews to me Himself as someone I can really depend on, and even though the floodwaters are up to my neck, God will still be in time to provide for me. When I seek Him first, His kingdom and righteousness, indeed all good things will be added upon me. This 2 weeks msgs from service, and bible studies had blessed and impacted me tremendously. My faith is renewed and I feel my faith. Dreams are resurrected and created, and being 'burdened' into my soul like babies in a mother's womb. It's time to rise up.